I have a couple of reasons why I hate January.
1. I hate January. It's the month of the year when I feel the lingering spirit of Christmas (though that doesn't say I'm a Catholic) lol
2. I hate January. It's the first month of the year and if I don't start it right, it will just ruin the rest of the year.
3. And lastly, I hate January for it makes me one year older.
Last December I started taking ARV and logically, the meds will take effect at the end of December or something.
Let me tell you some tips on how to manage some of the side effects of taking ARV, anti-TB and cotrimoxazole as prophylaxis.
1. Nausea and vomiting - you can take Plasil 30 minutes before meal. It is a small medicine you can buy over the counter. You can try sucking - yes, sucking popsicle sticks so you won't get dehydrated. I personally like the orange flavor. Eat frequent small meals. No Spicy. Don't drink a lot of water in the morning. Do not immediately lie down on your bed. It's better to sit on the sofa. Rest. But you can slightly rest you back on an elevated pillow. But if you are planning to travel, take Bonamine. Always carry mentholated and hard candy because it helps with the vomiting. It usually takes two to three weeks before your body adjusts to all the medication.
2. Headache - you can try Mefenamic acid. (It didn't work for my extreme headaches though - I'll tell you later why).
3. Itchy rash - first, call your doctor. You're might be allergic to your meds. Buy Caladryl. It is a pink lotion to be applied on hives. Wear loose pajama so you won't scratch your skin. You can also take antihistamine. I like Zyrtec. It doesn't make me sleepy and it is cheaper than Loratodine.
4. Difficulty sleeping - this one is tricky. My doctor didn't want to prescribe me anything that would make me sleepy. But there are those nights that I wanted to sleep, safe and sound, badly. And I remember taking Benadryl syrup. It is an antihistamine. And it makes me sleepy. So if I can't sleep well at night, I take one teaspoon and it initiates my sleepiness. The good thing is Benadryl tastes sweet.
5. Stomach pain - drink you medicines after a meal - a meal that isn't too oily.
6. Fever - call and inform your doctor.
I started taking Efavirenz last December 28. It took effects on me after two days. I felt dizzy. Really dizzy! D-I-Z-Z-Y!
I waited for two weeks monitoring the effects of the meds I'm taking. I am having a hard time sleeping. And I vomited a couple of times (especially in the morning) so I went back to Dra. D to have a check up on January 13. I told her that I can't take the headache. It was ripping my head. The mefenamic acid didn't work so she gave mre Naproxen. I also started feeling neck pain. Turning my head just a little became a very painful task to do.I also had a hard time walking/balancing because the tip of my toes became numb. I'm telling you It wasn't easy - plus the headache and nausea I've been experiencing those last few weeks.
Dra. D told me to meet a neurologist. She suspected that I might -might have meningitis - cryptococcal meningitis to be exact. It could be also an IRIS - or Immune Reconstitution Inflammatory Syndrome. It means that my immune system (IS) is recovering fast and as my IS recovers, it targets the bacteria/fungi/virus that my IS hasn't detected before. So now that my ARV is helping (hopefully) my IS, the asymptomatic bacteria/fungi/virus becomes symptomatic. My immune system now sees those pathogens that have been creeping into my system and its tendency is to attack them. It's complicated. So anyways, she asked me to take a Blood Calas and see the neuorologist she has referred.
I was supposed to meet the neurologist at St Luke's on January 19 but around January 14, I started having double visions or diplopia. I wasn't able to tell it at first because I thought I was just dizzy.
January 15. 12:00 in midnight. My chest became tight. I can't breathe easily. I had shallow and short breathing. So I told Negra about it. And because we can't sleep that night, we decided to go to Makati Medical Center to have the Blood Calas. He drove the car. Carried me. Not really carried. Inalalayan. Well, I can still walk but the Efavirenz I took at 11pm made me dizzy and I was having a hard time walking because of my numb feet and diplopia. We we're able to do the test but the result will be out around noon. We went home.
Around 3am, I am on my limits. Negra was telling me that if I'm still having difficulty breathing, he will rush me to St Luke's. I said I'm fine. I said I'll sleep na. But we made a deal. If I'm still having difficulty breathing after an hour, I will let him rush me to St Luke's Emergency.
4am. Negra asked me again how I feel. I said I'm doing OK but it was obvious that I wasn't. So I had no other option but to follow our deal. Negra and I went to St. Luke's Emergency Room.
To cut the story short, I admitted to the doctor that I am HIV positive and I have to see this neurologist but we can't wait because of all the crap that was happening. I was confined then. They did a lot of tests (including the Blood Calas which I already had at Makati Medical Center).
I tested positive to the meningitis. But they have to make sure of the specific cause - was it bacterial (TB), fungal or viral or combination of all?
To cut the story even shorter, I stayed at St Luke's for 4 days. And the bill was soaring high, excluding the doctors fee etc etc. We spent P170, 000 just for 4 days.
To cut the story at its shortest, Negra and I talked to Dra. D what happened and she advised us to go to RITM for the treatment. It will be way cheaper.
So we waited until all the lab test results came out before going straight to RITM. I was on wheel chair then because I can't stand straight, and of course I can't walk (logic) LOL haha
So I was carried to an ambulance. It was fast. With all the wang- wang! Yes. The ambulance siren.
We reached RITM around 4pm. I was with Negra and our house help, let us name her - Karen or Gina. Anyways, when Ate A knew I was brought there, she immediately went to see me at the emergency room. She's just so sweet. :P
So, we went upstairs to my room. It was as big as the room of St Luke's but has a terrace. The place was quiet.
There was no TV, or radio. And the pillow isn't that soft so I had a hard time sleeping that night.
Not that I am choosy. In fact, I am grateful because the guy who pushed my wheel chair was funny. And when he knew that I needed a reclining bed, he looked for a reclining bed somewhere in the hospital and had it on my room. haha. I said to Negra, what we needed to bring are pillows and a comforter. There was no aircon but the air was cool. I liked it better.
A few days later, Ate A asked me if I wanted a television. I said yes. But one of my friends, let's name him Dyosa has a spare one. And Negra brought it to my room. Isn't that sweet :P
The treatment would last for 3 weeks or so. And you know what, I will be celebrating my birthday at RITM. Isn't that sweet :P (Now I am sarcastic, but nonetheless, still happy) haha
Now, I am thinking if I will put details on the treatment with my cryptococcal meningitis. Probably on the next entry. But I will give you a hint. Everyday, for three straight weeks, the nurses and doctors had to look for a vein for my medication. Yes. IV everyday. Haha (btw, I didn't know that IV can be injected on or through the foot).
Negra visited me 5 times a week. Usually at night because he had work. And Karen stayed with me even if she didn't know what I was going through. Some of my new found Poz friends also visited me. You know who you are. And all the nursing students from different universities whom I have entertained, wala lang hehe stay sweet as always wink :P
Reminiscing all those things doesn't change how I feel towards January. But thanks to you January for the New Year. Thank you for making me appreciate my friends. Thanks for reminding me how much I love to live another year. And lastly, thank you for making me one year wiser.
PS. I don't know who owns this video, but I just love her. At first I thought of putting Stronger by Christina Aguilera. But I like this song more. Basta may word na "Stronger" OK na yun haha